So I randomly have these ideas for impossibly fantastic inventions that I know could make me rich if only I could figure out how to create them. Like the Front Seat to Back Seat Nursing Funnel. Or the Fully Automatic Paper Grader/Commenter/Recorder/Sorter. Tonight it’s the TiVo For Life.
I so wish I could TiVo days like today and play them back when life is a little less joy-full. I’m not talking about just seeing pictures from this day or video even. TiVo For Life would let you completely relive a day…feelings, smells, tastes and all.
Here are the parts I would fast forward to from today…and then live back in slow motion…
- 6:45 That moment right after Bubba has had his fill but isn’t quite his wiggly, awake self yet. For about 4.5 seconds he’s relaxed in my arms, and I am relaxed in the moment. Don’t expect that relaxed feeling again, though, for another 15 or so hours.
- 9:35 Not enough time to start a new lesson, but too much time to just waste. I pull out a math trade book that has the potential to cause the “I’m too cool” reaction in some of my fourth graders. Instead they all seem to be loving it, laughing right along with me.
- 11:45 I’m carrying on a conversation about running over lunch with one of my students. We share similar stories about winning an age group category in a race due not to great skill but to lack of great competition. It’s fun to remember they are people too.
- 12:30 I walk out of my classroom filled with the quiet buzz that comes from 23 bodies really working. I’ve left my room in completely capable hands so that I can take Bubba to his nine month checkup. Some kid from another class brought me a homemade cookie that I munch on as I walk out to my car.
- 3:30 The doctor is late, as always, but we make the best of it. Bubba laughs his belly laugh over and over at that other kid in the mirror. I whisper prayers for a friend who is looking forward to meeting her own baby boy any time now.
- 5:00 We stop at Mema and Wilson’s house for a quick visit with the great-grandparents. Bubba can’t take his eyes off of Wilson, but seems to ignore Mema at all costs. Figures.
- 6:30 Dinner is cleaned up, and Jay suggests we take a family walk. After fetching the stroller from the attic and pumping up the tires, the tiniest sputter of rain begins. We decide against the walk and instead just watch the rain from the front porch. Bubba sticks his pointer finger out over and over to feel it. Chica walks down the sidewalk and waits for me to say, “Ready, set, go,” as her cue to run back up it. Then she gets creative and makes me say things like, “One, zero point ninety, on your mark, get set, go.” Chica’s hair is dripping, and my pants legs are soaked, and I think I’ll play back this moment an extra time or two. Especially that moment where the sun is shining and the rain is still falling…so cool.
- 8:15 Both kids are in bed. My friend’s baby boy has arrived, and her Facebook is hopping with messages. I try to tell myself that four hours after the baby is born is just too soon to visit someone that’s not family, but I just can’t seem to think of anything other than just going to peek at his brand new face. I scrounge up a few hospital survival items so that I have something that I can drop and run, and I just go. He is sleeping and snuggly and creamy and perfect and surrounded by a whole room of people that already love him. On the way home I try to craft some insightful words for her I wish I had heard nine and a half months ago. I have none worth more than just love him.
- 10:00 Jay wisely suggested I plan for tomorrow before writing this post. I begrudgingly agreed and got busy on odd & even numbers and the planets. He was a willing guinea pig and helped me try out a new card game for tomorrow. He even said it was fun. I sure like that guy.
So I’ll let you know once I have all the particulars of my TiVo contraption figured out. Until then, I guess rereading this will just have to do.