This is the order of my life: Job, Kids, House, Jay, God.
This is the order in which I spend my time and brain power. My best goes to school each day, and what’s left over is spread out over the rest of the list.
I’m thinking this should be the order of my life: God, Jay, Kids, Job & House.
My stomach is turning just writing this. I’ve known I’ve needed to write this (and do this) for a while now, but I keep putting it off out of fear. Fear of how life might look different if I actually make a change. Or fear that I might write it and still fail big time for everyone to see.
I know I can’t flip something upside down in a day or a week that took seven or eight years (or more) to arrange. But I decided this morning that I can make just one change today. I can find one moment where my brain fools me about what is important and spend my time on something more towards the top of the list.
I’ll let you know how it goes.